Confused

"What he is, he will be, there can be no
change. Why then, I ask, should we praise him? He could not have
been different from what he was and is. Why should we pray to him?
He cannot change."

If we are ment to be, and God knows our plan, everything that will happen in our lives, and all the choices we will make, because he is the all knowing God. Why do we pray? Why do we ask for things from God? For change, cures, problems. Which leads me to ask, does God answer prayers? We praise and say my prayers we answered! But it was always ment to be, nothing changed within your plan for your life God has made for you.

So restating the facts, Your life is planned out by God before you are even born. God is all knowing and knows everything you will do and have done. So i restate the question.

Does God answer even prayers?
Wouldnt your asking of something from God be changing the plan?

My dream

If I could do anything in my life, what would it be? Well, everytime im in a car i think to myself, "i could just keep driving. I don't have to go back." I just want to get all my money and drive. Just go, you know? And end up where ever. Then once i end somewhere i start my life there, meet New people & make enough money to start it all over again & just drive away, maybe get on a plane and go to another country, whatever happens, happens:)

Wegman's Dog

http://www.google.com/#hl=en&tbo=d&sclient=psy-ab&q=wegman's+dogs+on+sesame+street&oq=wegmans+dogs&gs_l=hp.1.1.0i10j0i10i30j0i5i30l2.1138.5023.0.7956.12.11.0.0.0.0.1623.6116.2j4j0j1j6-1j2j1.11.0.les%3B..0.0...1c.1.2.hp.aHpQzlG-pR8&pbx=1&fp=1&biw=1192&bih=512&surl=1&safe=active&bav=on.2,or.r_gc.r_pw.r_cp.r_qf.&cad=b

^^click on the youtube link.
*enjoy*

Stay Out

Innocently caring,
To understand, she came.

As she wandered your mind
Unprepared for what'd be seen

Paralized to the core
Existing beyond escape

Darker than what was prepared
She should have bewared
Please, tell her shes not dreaming

The warning was so clear
The ending was so near

She could only strive
For death to take her life

To understand, she entered
But death is beneath her

Simple wonders,
Never understood

For no one can uphold,
The mind of the bold.

Wonders about...
Should have simply, stayed out

Beep Beep Richie

Always There

I am full,
Full of anger
And regret.

I am ugly,
For eternity
Internally.

I have sinned,
So many times
To many lies.

And I am done,
Done with trying
Done with crying.

I have struggled,
With every minute
Second in it.

I've lost hope,
But I am learning
For I am earning.

It is my turn,
I'm done with waiting
and debating.

The time is now.
And it is racing
Life I'm facing.

Here I am,
And here's my soul
Not mine to hold.

My hands are weak,
And yours are strong
They do no wrong.

Here my story is untold
You are the holder of my soul
And through my every prayer
I know you are always there.

Hey Kate

Hey Kate

Youve been gone for 4 days now.

I have started to connect with Kayla, Abby, and Kwyn.

I got to the doctor and therapist on Thursday

Shelby is gone too, She went to Orlando with her grandparents as a graduation gift.

Valentines Day is thursday... I have no valentine. which is okay, cause im not stable alone lol and i also work @ 5

we dont have school next monday, so 3 DAY WEEKEND

I hate chem 2 and i have a C+

This is just whats going down right now, the end.